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Everything is fine.

you leave me here,

my mind starts racing,

what the fuck are you doing?

i start pacing.

Everything is fine.

i know what your doing.

ive seen all the facts.

its your universe we live in,

and boy, is it crazy indeed.

you believe your own lies,

you live in this despair.

I wonder what happened to you,

to get you there.

Everything is fine.

I try to reason with you,

you wont reason with me.

you believe your own lies,

you live in despair.

you expect me to be perfect.

a loving, caring, and happy.

waiting on your hand and foot,

to serve you at your every whim.

Everything is fine.

but how can one do so,

when you do what you do.

treat me how you treat me.

say those things to me.

you believe your own lies.

you pretend that you care.

you show the bare minimum of affection to keep me at bay.

Everything is fine.

you have me right where you want me.

i'm trapped in this fake world you've created for yourself.

that i have been pulled into.

Everything is fine.

i have nothing.

i have no one.

i own nothing.

Everything is fine.

im trapped in this pain.

everything is fine. 

how could you do this to me?

everything is fine. 

this on-going hell killing every part of my being.

everything is fine.

I think about killing myself every day 

I'm so miserable 

I feel hopeless 

I feel like he will never love me again 

His mean words hurt more than they usually do 

I'm a good person 

Why did this happen to me 

A lesson? 

What's the plan for me God? 

I cry everyday 

I felt disgusted with myself 

I still do but I have accepted the fact that I can't change what happened and I know that that's not who I am and I know that I'm never going to make the same mistake again. 

But he will never look at me the same. 

That haunts me more than anything . 

I felt unloved by him before and now I feel hated. 

Why wouldn't he ask me out ? 

It doesn't make sense . 

I feel hopeless 

I want to die 

I want to move to Colorado with my dad so I can kill my self 

It would be easier to do out there 

I've always been pure. 

I'm an honest and good person 

I just had a bad crazy night. 

My mom said that people do way worse when they drink and drink way more and millions of people do this and it doesn't change who I am and as long as I am sorry and feel bad about it then I am fine and should be forgiven. 

Josh will never forgive me . 

He's taken my car money now. 

Now I truly have nothing 

I want to die 

He's never going to treat me the same 

I could be his slave for years and he wouldn't notice the things I do for him. 

He said that everything I've done before doesn't count as anything. 

That tore me down the most 

I can't handle this 

I want to die 

I've never felt like this 

I've never wanted death so bad 

I try so hard 

I try so hard to make him happy 

I feel nothing 

I can feel myself giving up on life 

I can't take this much longer 

I just want to be nowhere 

I want to start my life over 

I want to re do everything 

I hate myself 

I don't want to live 

No one should cry this much 

What happens when I'm done crying? 

And I feel nothing? 

He broke the only thing he's ever bought me 

I've bought him millions of things and he bought me 1 present and he broke it because of this . 

I know I did wrong but I just want this to be over . 

And I don't think I have the strength or the patience to wait that long .

    Everything happens for a reason. Lets not get emotional. Im fighting through life with purpose. One day ill write a book. The things I've been through. I trust that God has a plan for me. He will lead me down a righteous path. The rain has moved on and left a new day. Fear is natures warning, hunger here is never far away. And all of this world, is for children who play. Days that never end always shalt remain. Another perfect day. 


Havent been on here in years! Trying to get back into art my art! Uploading some old and some new. Stay tuned!
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I owned This Table
Tool, Sublime, Cthulhu, and a guy eating an Alien. What more could you want? Drew this on some warehouse venues table. The guy said it was cool :)
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Everything is fine.

you leave me here,

my mind starts racing,

what the fuck are you doing?

i start pacing.

Everything is fine.

i know what your doing.

ive seen all the facts.

its your universe we live in,

and boy, is it crazy indeed.

you believe your own lies,

you live in this despair.

I wonder what happened to you,

to get you there.

Everything is fine.

I try to reason with you,

you wont reason with me.

you believe your own lies,

you live in despair.

you expect me to be perfect.

a loving, caring, and happy.

waiting on your hand and foot,

to serve you at your every whim.

Everything is fine.

but how can one do so,

when you do what you do.

treat me how you treat me.

say those things to me.

you believe your own lies.

you pretend that you care.

you show the bare minimum of affection to keep me at bay.

Everything is fine.

you have me right where you want me.

i'm trapped in this fake world you've created for yourself.

that i have been pulled into.

Everything is fine.

i have nothing.

i have no one.

i own nothing.

Everything is fine.

im trapped in this pain.

everything is fine. 

how could you do this to me?

everything is fine. 

this on-going hell killing every part of my being.

everything is fine.

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myccrets Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Happppppppppppppppppppy Birthday Hannah!!!
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HandsBrain Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you !! haha :)
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myccrets Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Wooooooooooooooooooooohooooooooooooooooooooooo...

...look, its your Birthday Once Again Hannah!!!
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myccrets Featured By Owner May 3, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Fabulous Work Hannah!!!
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HandsBrain Featured By Owner May 5, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Awh thank you so so much!!! I loved receiving all your comments thanks so much! :)
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AlexG1989 Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
nice work here
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HandsBrain Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you :))
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Chef-Chuck Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2012   Traditional Artist
Welcome to dA, and thanks for the watch! Any requests?
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DeclanFire Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks For The Add Mate.
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HandsBrain Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
no problem :)
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